I am so boring

I want to shine. Tell me how.
Been this boring, awkward person too long.
Always been worried about saying the wrong thing.
Hitting the wrong spot.

Shine. is what I want.
The glow, the lights, the power.
I want you to notice me.
See me for who I am.

Your love isn't enough.
No baby, not enough. Sorry.
I want more. I want the glory.
I want the apparent love of so many.

Perhaps for a split second.
But let me hold it.
Let me be that girl.
For once, let me shine.